Musings

Several items of buisness:
1. I'm really liking this blogging thing, even though I'm pretty sure no one else reads it

2. Even though I'm not suffering from my usual attack of hair-disdain, I am conflicted about whether or not I should grow it out. So far I've made it since Thanksgiving without cutting it (except for my bangs) which I see as a major accomplishment. But someone complimented my hair on Sunday and it got me thinking- do I really want to put the time into growing my hair out? I mean, what's so wrong about having short hair? Not everyone can pull it off, and apparently I can (somewhat) so why not just accept that my hair is not meant to live a long life (ba dum ch) and keep it short and sassy the way I like it??? However, I did tell Kaitlin I would try and grow it out with her, and I'm curious about what I would look like with long hair...thus the continual debate in my head that no one in particular cares about.














Then.... Now.....
3. Winter needs to leave. I seriously think I am developing winter depression or something. Ok not really, but the more I see of it, the more decided I am that I just thoroughly dislike winter. Well it's not winter I guess- I'm sure I would love winter in Australia! I very strongly dislike cold. As my roommates and family will tell you, I am cold all the time all by my onsie and I don't need the weather contributing to my coldness. But there are so many reasons I just need it to be warm!! ANd it just started to get warm and them BAM! ok, more like FLURY! anyway- It snowed all day today. and I just want it to be warm and lay in the grass and run outside without burning my lungs! Is that too much to ask?!?

4. On a more positive note- I LOVE excercizing! It just makes my day go so much better, and it makes me feel better, and be nicer, and be more productive! It's just so great!! It's like magic!

5. I really enjoy spending hours in the library doing homework! Call me a nerd, but I just feel so productive and collegiate! If there was someway I could magically apparate home everyday after I was done spending hours there, I would probably do it everyday. So i guess it's a good thing there isn't or my roommates might feel neglected. But no need to worry, seeing as I have no hook up with Harry Potter, they've got nothing to worry about! Seeing as tonight alone since I've been home from class, I've stuffed my face with them, played Ligretto, and watched The Bucket List.

ok, well i'm done rambling. Time to hit some homework. Or the shower. Or my bed.

ending with the not so immortal words from the Bucket List

Thomas: I'm proud of you.
Edward Cole: Nobody cares what you think.

My Internal Conflictions

Why?! Why is sugar so good? And why can I eat more than anyone should be able to? It's rather disgusting. We had a chocolate appreciation night for Relief society, and I sure do appreciate chocolate....until I eat enough to supply a third world country...and their dogs. Then I don't appreciate it so much. Or its side effects. Headache, stomach ache, fat-ache....but I must say it does provide many hours of entertainment afterward with equally intoxicated roommates. :) Maybe I'll learn to stop before I get sick. Hopefully before the second coming.... Too late for tonight....oh well....late night hyperness here I come!

Paul Child: What is it you REALLY like to do?
Julia Child: Eat!
-Julie & Julia

Amen sista. Amen.

Vanity?

So this might be really vain, but when I'm sick, I want other people to be able to tell. Hear that pathetic sounding voice, listen to you sneeze incessantly, see the blood gushing or color leaving your face....you know what I mean. I mean sure, you get dirty looks from people in public "Why are you out among the healthy living in your afflicted state?!?" BUT the alternative, suffering in solitude because no one can tell you don't feel good, isn't all that great either. I have a sore throat, and it's really not that bad, but I feel bad when I just sit there in silence because it hurts to say something....so the next time someone doesn't talk to you, maybe it's because they have a sore throat and you should give them some soup instead of a scowl....I think I'm just bummed that I still have to go to school and function even when I don't feel good...and it's snowing.

"I have the black lung. **cough cough**"

See- even zoolander figured out that no one can actually tell how bad you feel as long as you can sound pathetic, people will feel sorry for you....theoretically....

A new beginning

So I started a blog with my roommates last year that kind of fizzled into a pathetic abandoned existence. alas. However, I LOVE following other people's blogs and find myself thinking of things I would write about in my blog- if I had one. So, I thought, what the hay? Why not start my own blog and share my irrelevant inconsequential ideas that come into my head in any give day? So I did... I don't really know who I'm writing it for, or if anyone else will read it. I may just be providing hours of entertainment for my future posterity. But in the infamous words of Lina Lamont from Singing in the rain :

"If we bring a little joy into your humdrum lives, it makes us feel as though our hard work ain't been in vain for nothin'. Bless you all."

So bless you all! and stay tuned for hopefully, a blogging rich future!

P.S.
In keeping with the spirit of expressing myself through blogging, I'm going to TRY and include a movie quote and a picture with every post. If you know me at all, I don't need to explain why...and I'm going to assume you know me. If you don't that's kind of creepy. And you don't need to know why. because I don't know you. Ok. I'm done.